Dilemma

Human beings can really be complex animals. Guess that the purest stage in life will have to be when we are still babies- "Ren zi chu, xing ben san". No worries, no evil thoughts, just simple, plain simple...But we can't remain that forever unless you don't wish to grow up (which is IMPOSSIBLE).

Have you ever wonder why there are times when we say one thing but in actual fact we meant another? Wish for something but more than often hope that it won't happen? Want some changes in life yet sit back and wait for things to happen? Sometimes i wish i can be simpler. Mean what i say, do what i want, just be myself and stay happy always. Well, reality prohibits such 'luxury' to happen to me and i believe no man is tougher without having their edges sharpened by this society. See!! Complexity...Sigh :(

Have been searching for a marketing post recently and i guess i was kind of lucky to be given two interviews to attend this week. Was quite delighted initially but after some ponders, i started to have second thought..."Why am i given this opportunity since i have no experience? If i'm selected, will i regret leaving my comfort zone? Do i really want a change in my career?......" Endless questions started to pour in and that sort of frightens me. I turned down the first one and still struggling to convince myself to try for the second one...Well, thinking thinking :(