Sad

Suddenly I felt so lost when I finally confirm my last day with boss just a few minutes ago....It's like putting salt on a healing wound, 'needle-like poking' funny feeling onto my heart....I guess i don't bear to leave after 4years of stay but time is up and I need to move on....

Now i felt a sense of lost, can't imagine on my last day....Will I cry?? I must leave with a smile even though I'm weak, emotionally weak...Sigh....